Bless me brothers, for I have sinned.
I made an promise to St Expeditus not to buy or even think about another until I finished with this one.
But the mind was weak, the wallet strong with a 13th month of silver.
A friend, (bless or curse him) gave a gift of distraction, which was too strong to resist!
For days and weeks I agonized of a descision I had already made but was too too afraid to face....
Sleep brought not rest, but images of details, PE and resin.
Daydreams were not of Utopia, but of Dunkelgelb, Elfenbein and Oxidrot.
behold the result of my weakness, and I beg of you your forgiveness for my tresspass and for support in the days ahead.